I know it seems like I don't care

So. Back. Not dead. Don't expect anyone actually thought that, just wanted to say. Band's never really had a Paul is Dead sort of thing, but probably wouldn't really be apropos these days anyway. Anyway, ended up riding all the way around town all afternoon after Ickle left me alone. Finally kicked me off after evening commute. Guess it got obvious wasn't just waiting for my stop when they all passed four times or so.

Anyway. What else. Sleeping better since. Apparently that means falling off the face of earth. Wrote some songs. Not all crap. Dizz liked one, one from tour. Changed a lot of it. Better now. Scrapped the words. Don't know why I bother mostly. Mine are better without, most always.

Almost April. Glad March is over. The hell's March good for anyway. Guess April's nothing special either. Just a month. Closer to summer, though, and summer's all right.

Just rambling. Don't do that much. Nothing to talk about usually. Nothing to talk about now, either, actually.

Have to admit, Muggle public transit is one of

Something about raining makes it a lot easier to write. Can't explain it. Ideas come faster, seem better, more complete. Athena springs fully-formed and all. Seems like instead not coming along at all. Everything's crap, even with extra time to sit down and work. Think I'm losing it sometimes, like can't do it anymore. Too many cliches. Tried going acoustic. Made it worse, think. Don't want to take a break, just. Wish it would. Rain, I mean.

Didn't take Dizzy out. Slept. Days ago now. Didn't care, anyway.

Think I'll go for a walk.

Haven't done much since tour ended but that's alright. Been out with Donnie a couple times. Wrote some. Working on what I started while out — bunch of shite anyway, shouldn't've tried then, touring's too busy. Can't think. Nothing lines up. Guess just have to make it better now. Needs something different. Might go into town and get something new to play with for it.

Moe says apparently gotta take Dizz out for Valentine's. Never have before, dunno why I should start now. The hell's Valentines anyway. Just a day. Nothing special. Dizzy'd probably think something was wrong.




Been up 32 and counting. Sucks.

( I should warn you, I go to sleep... )